Went for an awesome walk about 6km then had my meal replacement shake… I’m gonna lose this weight!
I am so sick of being fat and ugly I’m going to do something about this.
this is it..
the truth.
I hate myself more than you do… so saying you hate me means nothing and you cant beat what I already feel towards myself.
I hate my bone structure and wish it was attractive.
I’m a mess and i confess that Ive tried to under eat
one day I hope to be where I wanna be
but I’m starting to doubt and my self esteem is gaining higher clout…
I put up this front of that I don’t care
truth is I do…
I wish I didn’t and Ive tried to not…
I don’t think i can ever change
It’s sad because I’ll stay the same…
