Everyone always leaves…
— P
Hung up on somebody that I used to know… Someone that was never anything more then nothing.
I am so pathetic I was saving the change you put in my pocket before you left…
I don’t even want to spend it I should throw it in traffic or give it to a homeless person…
Nights like these I… Think of the times you said you loved me and that I was the last good thing about this part of town… how I’d worry about what you think of me on those drunken mixed up nights… The time we texted fall out boy lyrics to each other all night to early morning that somehow lead to I love you… The last time I saw you 38 days ago at 2am where I watched your cab disappear out of sight as I stood on the corner of the street and cried… For a short while you made me believe in love… But you’re gone now so I now know the truth… Love isn’t real.
I just want you to know…
That I wish you the best with everything and I hope everything goes to plan for you. It’s going to be a great new start for you and truth be told I wish it were me… This part of town really isn’t going to be the same without you and I’ll miss you so much more than I can say. I sure hope you don’t forget me because I really do love you and for some one who doesn’t believe in love thats huge so I guess I should be grateful. I’d like to say I’d come see you but I don’t think I could I’m a coward and think it would hurt too much… Perhaps when I man up, I’m sorry if anything I’ve said or ever done has upset you but I just want you to know all this… Anyway I’ll leave you alone now… again I wish you all the best I’ll miss you and honestly I’ll never stop loving you it’s crazy and stupid but you will always have a place in my heart no matter what.
Take care and all that
I love you xo
P.s you really were the last good thing about this part of town.
